Monday, December 28, 2020
Sky's The Limit
Saturday, December 19, 2020
Never Fade Away
Monday, December 14, 2020
Wednesday, December 9, 2020
Wednesday, November 25, 2020
Up In the Sky
"My mother thinks I am the best. And I was raised to always believe what my mother tells me." -Diego Maradona, Rest In Peace
Sunday, November 22, 2020
Wednesday, November 18, 2020
Linking Hearts An’ Heads
"You’re asking, ‘What is Socialism, and what it really means?’ It’s equal rights for every man, regardless of his strength... Socialism is love." -Max Romeo
Download The Message: Socialist Sounds From Jamdown — 27 tracks of conscious reggae, from the ska-era up to the early dancehall days.
Saturday, November 14, 2020
They Better Confess
My memories of life on the street are short. It was a long time ago, and a very different city.
I do recall having an irrational fear of being bitten by a rat in the basement, to the point that I fabricated a story of it actually happening, which I bragged about in school. I am not sure why I did it, though perhaps it was my hunger for attention as I felt like an outsider from as early an age as I can remember. I didn’t feel liked. I can perfectly recall when I had my first "girlfriend" and overhearing two popular, starched-collar preppy girls in my class sneer, "Why would she want to be with himmmm?"
It wasn’t until I met other kids like me that I started to like myself. I loved hanging out with the fuck-ups, hoodlums, punks, graffiti writers, and burn-outs. Those who wanted to just live for the day, with little regard for their own well-being, all in the name of a good time. Those were my people.
Before I myself became a fuck-up, I was thought of as one. My all black clothes, unpopular taste in music, permanent frown, and big sloppy mop of hair on my head painted an unintended picture. Being yourself in those days wasn't cool — it was isolating.
Fortunately I had one friend on the street, and at a young age he was already creative, living for adventure. Our favorite pastime was turning off the lights in his second floor bedroom and throwing water balloons at the hard-rocks trooping to the housing projects a few blocks away. These cats would swagger down our street, rocking the fashion of the day: sheepskin coats dyed either dark blue or burgundy. They didn’t really do the best job gussying up their coats, so when the balloon would smash into them, the dye would run. Their reaction was one of total fury, which amused me and my pal to no end. Especially when dudes would pull out out a gun.
We were reckless little shits having the time of our life. For the first time in my short existence, I didn't have to force a smile, and the future didn't look so bleak.
Words by Lee Greenfeld © 2020
Monday, November 9, 2020
A Gallery Of Cool, Take Twenty Two
The Impressions with Prince Buster |
Christopher Hitchens in Romania, 1989 |
Georgie Fame |
The Heptones |
Spiritualized |
LSD-OM, 1974 |
Saturday, November 7, 2020
See The Sky
"The battleground of human transformation is really, more than any other thing, the struggle within the human consciousness to believe and accept what is true. Thus to truly revolutionize our society, we must first revolutionize ourselves. We must be the change we seek if we are to effectively demand transformation from others."
Photograph by Lee Greenfeld © 2020 • Words by John Lewis, 2012
Wednesday, November 4, 2020
Give You Nothing
The results so far show that not only is Trumpism alive and well, but it's grown like a cancer. My fellow countrymen and women made it clear that racism, sexism, lies, and mass death are not issues to them. They don't believe in science, care about history, or want to understand anyone who is different than themselves. They worship at the altar of capitalism without even a basic understanding of economics. They hunger for isolationism and pariah state status. They rejoice in cruelty and embrace the Ugly American stereotype
I have never felt more ashamed of my country.
Tuesday, November 3, 2020
Monday, November 2, 2020
Living In A Film
Walking home this evening and seeing all the banks and chain stores boarding up their windows in preparation for tomorrow made it feel even more like The Purge than it has for the last eight months.
Thursday, October 22, 2020
Wednesday, October 14, 2020
It's Life, That's All
2020 reveals the worst in others, and makes one confront uncomfortable and ugly truths about themselves. It saps will and strength, and shows the dark side of solitude. It is beyond just a "year," it is itself a plague
Saturday, October 10, 2020
The Dance
Words and photography by Lee Greenfeld ©2020
Thursday, October 8, 2020
I Am the Gorgon
Edward O'Sullivan "Bunny" Lee's impact on Jamaican music cannot be overstated, as reggae historian Lloyd Bradley states: "The string of hits he produced during the late '60s was so steady it led to his enduring nickname 'Striker' — the man who couldn’t miss. His catalogue read like a who’s-who of early reggae, including Slim Smith, Lester Sterling, the Uniques, John Holt, Pat Kelly, Delroy Wilson and Eric Donaldson, and such classics as "Better Must Come," "Cherry Oh Baby," "My Conversation" and "Stick By Me." During the next decade he saw dub as an art form in itself rather than just a B-side, encouraging King Tubby’s adventurousness, and was involved in the early careers of Philip Smart and King Jammy. Also around this time, Lee became among the first to use the same backing track — or riddim — multiple times with different singers or mixes. This wasn’t unexpected: for all his generosity he didn’t waste money. Lee’s swansong was the excellent work he did with the late-'70s DJs such as Dennis Alcapone, Tapper Zukie, U-Roy and I-Roy."
Quote from The Guardian
Tuesday, October 6, 2020
Time Will Tell
One of the greatest reggae single of all-time. The Heptones originally cut "Hypocrite" for Studio One in 1971 (under the title "Time Will Tell)," and while it's stellar it isn't a patch on this take recorded later the same year, sublimely produced and engineered by Joe Gibbs. "Hypocrite" is a real gem that has everything in three minutes, including timeless and universal lyrics... Reggae got soul!
Monday, September 28, 2020
Smashing The Machinery Of Conformity
Currently digging: Long walks with my daughter and her new love of giving forehead kisses punctuated with an exaggerated MUAHHH, the writing of Daniel Guérin, catching up with friends, Emma Swift’s Blonde On The Tracks LP, the band Chain Cult, the latest issue of Ugly Things, proper Indian food, and getting writing done daily.
Not digging: Loud yuppie transplants in NY shirts, Bill de Blasio, boot-lickers (in particular old subculture types who once claimed to be anti-authoritarian), QAnon and conspiracy kooks (especially those from the "wellness community"), chinstrap maskers, the accelerated rise of American fascism, and on and on.
Quote from Daniel Guérin's L'Anarchisme: De La Doctrine Å L'Action (1965)
Thursday, September 24, 2020
Hung Upon A Dream
"My cup is in the sun. So maybe an ice cube."
He walked quietly, so as to not wake the dog, and filled a blue plastic cup with a blend of iced tea and lemonade.
"Thank you. Do you mind if I walk over to the beach and just let the water run over my feet for a bit?," she said with tears still damp on her cheeks.
He nodded, kissed her forehead, and took a long drag of his cigarette. A small grin crossed his face and he thought to himself that for the first time in months, he actually felt free.
Words and photograph by Lee Greenfeld © 2020
Monday, September 21, 2020
No Gods, No Masters
Now that NYC is an "Anarchist Jurisdiction" I imagine we can skip paying federal taxes and freely jaywalk? Can we also rename Prospect Park, the Emma Goldman Freespace? Perhaps the BQE can be now known as the Peter Kropotkin Expressway (PQE).
Art via The Base (Brooklyn)
Friday, September 18, 2020
You Can't Be Neutral on a Moving Train
Art by Martin Sprouse (3chordpolitics)
Saturday, September 12, 2020
Take Me Home
I saw The Harder They Come when I was around 12 or 13 years old and fully fell in love with Jamaican music (and became a forever fan of The Maytals). Toots sounded like a Jamaican Ray Charles; he also had the same uplifting feeling stretched across his catalog. His loss is immeasurable, but his music will live on forever.
Friday, September 11, 2020
Quiet, Please
"Quiet, please, not only because it is a mark of respect for the deceased and their friends and families, but also because it is the sound of silence that many New Yorkers find so evocative of those days just after the attacks. Our streets closed to regular traffic, patrolled by police and the National Guard, we wandered in mute disbelief at what had happened, at the enormity of our loss. Even the emergency vehicles that raced along the empty streets did so without their sirens. We murmured softly amongst ourselves, looking for answers as many of our fellow citizens still searched for news of their missing loved ones."
Thursday, September 10, 2020
The Nail That Sticks Up Gets Hammered Down
Among the superb band "profiles," record reviews, essays, memoir fragments, and the must-read endnotes (as Tobi Vail states in her foreword, you would do well by reading them first), one quote jumped out to me and hit home hard: "We begin our lives struggling to grasp the mysteries of adulthood, then spend the rest of our lives struggling to access those raw emotions of childhood." This is what makes the book burn bright: reflections on a youthful existence mapped by music and rebellion (real or preceived), and how one carries that forth into adulthood.
A highly recommended read, whether or not you're a fan of McPheeters' bands (Born Against, Men's Recovery Project, Wrangler Brutes), fanzines (Plain Truth, Dear Jesus), or even hardcore. As with the best memoirs, it's a total page-turner and McPheeters manages the rare feat of pulling off an emotional portrait of the artist as an angry young man growing up in public, filled with epic stories and revelatory self-reflection. He throws the traditional constraints of memoir writing out the window, and never loses sight of his love of music, and its potential to transform, inform, and destroy.
Saturday, September 5, 2020
The Answer May Surprise You!
Monday, August 31, 2020
Saturday, August 29, 2020
Beautiful Notes
Thursday, August 27, 2020
A Separate Piece
"There is a common superstition that ‘self-respect’ is a kind of charm against snakes, something that keeps those who have it locked in some unblighted Eden, out of strange beds, ambivalent conversations, and trouble in general. It does not at all. It has nothing to do with the face of things, but concerns instead a separate peace, a private reconciliation." -Joan Didion, Slouching Towards Bethlehem
A simple observation, her good natured ribbing did it: all about my beloved black socks. It was more than just the socks, but it was a reminder; the ends were very far from the surface.
Black socks. Bridges. Endless talk. The curl of her lip… That night.
We all shouted "ammonia man" as he clawed at his eyes. Then he stood in front of me wearing a weather-beaten leather vest and big black m.c. boots; hair all slicked back and a deep olive complexion. He asked me his name. I said it, and he hit me. It was a test and I failed. Standing there in front of the candy store shivering from the cold, the shame I felt was nearly unbearable.
I knew the reverberations of that punch would shake right through the neighborhood, and I'd live with it for a time in the spotlight, and for years to come in my own dark corners. There were many moments to come after that snowy day that I'd get hit, literally or otherwise. Many more days and nights of shame, sending me into a dizzying spiral of doubt without reflection.
He asked me his name, I answered and got hit so hard it took my wind away and left me shaking. Why then did I spend time with him the next day, blurring the edges? What was I trying to prove?
Her hand reaching out across a scarred, beer-soaked table, wrapping itself in mine. That breathtaking curl of her lip. It all turned into everything I desired and was lost before I could even understand it.
Black socks... How could that ever sum it up?
Sunday, August 23, 2020
Not Everybody Else
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
At What Price Is Freedom?
Sunday, August 16, 2020
Hear Me Singin' Through These Tears
Beautiful version of one of Dylan's greatest songs, which captures, and maybe even amplifies the powerful raw ache of the original. (The video is visually stunning as well.) Taken from Emma Swift's sterling new album of Dylan covers, Blonde On The Tracks.
Saturday, August 15, 2020
Save The Post Office
Beyond the fascistic electoral interference, defunding and sabotaging the United States Postal Service puts seniors and others who depend on the mail for their prescriptions at risk, as well as threatens the survival of countless small businesses and puts the 500,000 jobs at the USPS itself in jeopardy. (The USPS is also the second biggest employer of veterans in the country.) Everyone needs to step up and fight this fucking insanity. Don't just sit there... Do something!
Friday, August 14, 2020
Wednesday, August 12, 2020
The Best Laid Schemes
It was a Sunday afternoon, and we all sat at the side of the warehouse in a semi-circle, as if around a campfire. A.S. explained the initiation rite, and we listened intently and with respect. (A.S., which stood for ‘Always Stoned,’ was a tough, older Puerto Rican hard-rock dude from the projects who happened into our little scene.) He had us each of the four of us roll a blunt, filled not with the shitty tre-bag stuff I was used to from Murder Avenue, but with the step-up nickel-bag green that we never copped as every dollar counted. After we each rolled our own personal stuffed blunt, A.S. had us each light it up, take a toke and pass to the left. Essentially this meant that the only oxygen we got was the brief moment between puffs. We continued to do this until the blunts were extinguished, and we were so incredibly zooted that standing was not even remotely an option.
We sat there and exchanged the usual stories — graffiti tales, which girls put out, fights — laughing our heads off, and mean-mugging anyone who walked by our little motley crew. A.S., while obviously high, was in much better shape than the rest of us, and presented a plan to make some quick-dough. He worked nearby as a custodian of sorts in the office of a theater, and said there was a safe there that was filled with cash. The plan was simple: we roll over a hand-truck, he loads the safe on to it, and we wheel it to the alley behind E-Rock’s house, which was two blocks away. A.S. said he knew how to get it open easy.
Now you’d think being as stoned as we were we'd make a plan to do this on a later day, but no, instead we promptly wobbled over and got to it. I recall feeling like there was a small amount of thick air between my sneakers and the sidewalk which helped me glide down the street. Getting the safe to the alley was easier than we’d imagined, with us not even catching a glance from anyone walking by. Once we got back there, things took a turn for the worse.
After much work, sweat, and blood — A.S. ripped his hand wide-open trying to pry at the safe with a crowbar — we got it open. Much to our surprise, there was no cash but hundreds of canceled check and perhaps $200 worth of subway tokens. We shurgged, laughed a bit, and divvied up our score.
Of those of us there that day, all but myself went on to get involved in varying degrees of crime. (Though I did my fair share of petty wrongs.) Last I heard, A.S. was robbing people via an elaborate set-up scheme using the personals pages of the Village Voice, leaving his victims beaten and tied-up in their own apartments. Some real next-level shit. E-Rock ended up a gun runner and a junkie, eventually catching a pretty serious bid. Once he got out of jail, he seemed to turn himself around, cleaning up and getting a civilian job. Eventually his demons caught up with him, and he turned back to drugs, dying homeless and alone. I still think about him often. Johnny Correct — who I was closest with as he felt like the little brother I never had — also ended up doing a bid after cutting someone's face up badly with a tin can. We lost touch once he went away, but ran into each other a lifetime later and he's doing alright, repairing vintage radios and growing vegetables somewhere in the midwest.
Photograph by Carl Purcell, 1955
Names, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the
author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to
actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
Sunday, August 9, 2020
The Time Before
Thursday, August 6, 2020
Forever
"New York is best seen with innocent eyes. It doesn't matter if you are younger or old. Reading our rich history makes the experience more layered, but it is not a substitute for walking the streets themselves. For old-timer or newcomer, it is essential to absorb the city as it is now in order to shape your own nostalgias. That's why I always urge the newcomer to surrender to the city's magic. Forget the irritations and the occasional rudeness; they bother New Yorkers too. Instead, go down to the North River and the benches that run along the west side of Battery Park City. Watch the tides or the blocks of ice in winter; they have existed since the time when the island was empty of man. Gaze at the boats. Look across the water at the Statue of Liberty or Ellis Island, the place to which so many of the New York tribe came in order to truly live. Learn the tale of our tribe, because it's your tribe too, no matter where you were born. Listen to its music and its legends. Gaze at its ruins and monuments. Walk its sidewalks and run fingers upon the stone and bricks and steel of our right-angled streets. Breathe the air of the river breeze."
Wednesday, August 5, 2020
Sunday, August 2, 2020
All Of Us Once Were
Fare thee well to a behind-the-scenes literary giant who was responsible for publishing and/or editing greats like James Baldwin, Hunter S. Thompson, and E.L. Doctorow, among many others.
Saturday, August 1, 2020
The Dark End Of The Street
"This coffee falls into your stomach, and straightway there is a general commotion. Ideas begin to move like the battalions of the Grand Army of the battlefield, and the battle takes place. Things remembered arrive at full gallop, ensuing to the wind. The light cavalry of comparisons deliver a magnificent deploying charge, the artillery of logic hurry up with their train and ammunition, the shafts of with start up like sharpshooters. Similes arise, the paper is covered with ink; for the struggle commences and is concluded with torrents of black water, just as a battle with powder."
Friday, July 31, 2020
Everything Went Black
Thursday, July 30, 2020
The More Places You'll Go
If Beale Street Could Talk, page 41 [click to enlarge] |
Tuesday, July 28, 2020
I've Got A Mind To Give Up Living
Friday, July 24, 2020
All The Lessons
Jump back to around fifth or sixth grade, and having one of my earliest one-on-one talks with my pops — it wasn't about the "birds and bees." He was explaining to me: you bite, claw, kick, punch, smash. Whatever it takes. What you don't do is start it. Let it happen if you must, but avoid it if you can. Still, always strike first and strike hard. Make it count.
Sure pops, but couple that concept with your already legendary — in my mind at least — tales of violence in reaction to anti-Semitism in the 1950s, and how could I walk away from the slurs myself without feeling a shame that burned my insides? Forget any sort of prejudice or real hatred, how about the just the normal kid shit of the day; the street tests that were the norm? The consequences of standing tall and fighting back for pride were huge; casting a shadow both on reputation and the self for many years to come. As were the consequences from the act of backing down. You got played-out. I hear that kid's a fucking sucker. That's just how it was. No one wanted to be a herb. You would wear that shit like the Scarlet Letter, and people's memories were long, or so it seemed at the time.
I can still remember what it felt like the first time I punched someone in the face. You never forget it. I was young, and this kid in my class was messing with me. He was a lot bigger, and he knocked over the blocks I was using to build my own Camelot with. I knew I had to stand-up to him, though I felt nauseous at the concept. He stepped to me and got right in my face with something along the lines of whatcha gonna do about it? I told him to meet me in the playground at lunch break. Of course word spread and our classmates were ready for it. I walked towards him, imagining that everyone could see my knees shaking; the fear almost making me sick. As I got to him, I saw his smile and heard my pops' words in my head. I don't really know how it happened, as it was a flash, but my fist smashed into his face, and then rather than attack, I backed up fearing his reprisal. And nothing happened. He didn't do a thing, except look as though he was holding back tears. I wish I could say I felt wonderful having defeated the big bully, but I didn't. Sure, hitting him made me feel powerful and in control, but it also made me feel even sicker than I had when I was walking towards him.
The next fight didn't go nearly as well.
Photograph by Leon Levinstein, circa mid-1950s
Tuesday, July 21, 2020
Saturday, July 18, 2020
Walking With The Wind
"As citizens, we knew we had ceded some of our individual rights to society in order to live together as a community. But we did not believe this social contract included support for an immoral system. Since the people invested government with its authority, we understood that we had to obey the law. But when law became suppressive and tyrannical, when human law violated divine principles, we felt it was not only our right, but our duty to disobey. As Henry Thoreau strongly believed, to comply with an unjust system is to accept abuse. It is not the role of the citizen to follow the government down a path that violates his or her own conscience."
Friday, July 17, 2020
American Achievements
Who could've ever imagined that most of the classic political hardcore records from the '80s would remain relevant for the USA of today? Shit, I think many of them may be even more relevant now.
Tuesday, July 14, 2020
The Pickaxe And The Shovel
"We are going to inherit the earth. There is not the slightest doubt about that. The bourgeoisie may blast and burn its own world before it finally leaves the stage of history. We are not afraid of ruins. We who ploughed the prairies and built the cities can build again, only better next time. We carry a new world, here in our hearts. That world is growing this minute."
Monday, July 6, 2020
Saturday, July 4, 2020
Terminal Stasis
While it's hard to be excited about July 4th this year, I will attempt to remain hopeful for the future of our nation — a hope that is bound to those taking to the streets to demand change, as well as to a handful of upstarts in local politics doing their best to restore democracy within in a blood-soaked system that puts capital above people. The brilliant James Baldwin said it better than I ever could, “I love America more than any other country in the world and, exactly for this reason, I insist on the right to criticize her perpetually.”
Wednesday, July 1, 2020
We All Breathe The Same Air
Tuesday, June 30, 2020
A Striking Addiction To Irreality
"If a society permits one portion of its citizenry to be menaced or destroyed, then, very soon, no one in that society is safe. The forces thus released in the people can never be held in check, but run their devouring course, destroying the very foundations which it was imagined they would save. But we are unbelievably ignorant concerning what goes on in our country — to say nothing of what goes on in the rest of the world — and appear to have become too timid to question what we are told. Our failure to trust one another deeply enough to be able to talk to one another has become so great that people with these questions in their hearts do not speak them; our opulence is so pervasive that people who are afraid to lose whatever they think they have persuade themselves of the truth of a lie, and help disseminate it; and God help the innocent here, that man or womn who simply wants to love, and be loved. Unless this would-be lover is able to replace his or her backbone with a steel rod, he or she is doomed. This is no place for love. I know that I am now expected to make a bow in the direction of those millions of unremarked, happy marriages all over America, but I am unable honestly to do so because I find nothing whatever in our moral and social climate — and I am now thinking particularly of the state of our children — to bear witness to their existence. I suspect that when we refer to these happy and so marvelously invisible people, we are simply being nostalgic concerning the happy, simple, God-fearing life which we imagine ourselves once to have lived. In any case, wherever love is found, it unfailingly makes itself felt in the individual, the personal authority of the individual. Judged by this standard, we are a loveless nation. The best that can be said is that some of us are struggling. And what we are struggling against is that death in the heart which leads not only to the shedding of blood, but which reduces human beings to corpses while they live."